Thursday, November 3, 2011

its funny

sometimes its funny... I feel like i have seen a decent amount. i feel like i knew what i wanted. i feel like i was on my way to reaching those things that i thought that i wanted. and then somewhere down the line, things change. and i feel like i am back at square one. i feel like i am just trying to figure out where i want to go. what i want to do. what i need to do. i don't like getting older. i feel like the older i get the more burden i carry. i feel like i keep trapping myself into the life that i thought i wanted to have. i dont want to be forced into something. i want to live the life that i want to live. i want to do the things that i should be doing and the things i want to do. but now, its almost to late. i am trapped. i have trapped myself. isn't it funny?

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